21/2/2013

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's all right i because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but i don't wanna ever leave

I gave you everything,

and I just wish you would never leave me.

I know it sounds silly and I don't know what I will get in the end,

but I just want to let you know, I love you.

8/1/2014

Hey, first post of 2014 xD

Seriously, i miss him so damn much these few days.

i don't know why,
i felt something that is not so good will or has happened.
i keep thinking a lot a lot of things in my mind these two or three days night,
when he is not with me.

even me myself, is not clear about what im thinking now.
im afraid, im really afraid of losing him.

he is so busy these few days,
but im too free in these few days.
too much free time made me think a lot a lot and maybe too much.

never felt so afraid of losing someone before.
yea, he is the first and i hope is the only one.
these two months, we quarrel, and we broke up many times.
but at last, we get back together :)
because i know i dont want to, and i cant lose him anymore.
im sure, i treasure him, treasure our relationship so much.

i treasure every moment with him.
he made me smile, made me laugh, from deep inside my heart.
it had been long time,  i didn laugh, i mean laugh 'truly'.
and now, i just want to stick with him as much as i can.

i still remember he hold my hand the first time, when he fetch me back that day,
im so damn nervous and shy and awkward maybe. ><
but now, i forget since when, automatically i will hold his hand when we are walking together, and when he is talking to me.
secure maybe. i felt secure when holding his hand,
like a kid holding daddy's hand.
and it made me feel like we both belongs to each other.

hmm, ya.
He is now so so important to me.

My teeth :3
the only photo that i showed my teeth and i like it xD
He forced me to smile like this ><
 well, He is Hubert, my dearest babyy :)

28/12/2013

Hello, i'm back. :))
3 more days to 2014.
and.. i will become 20!!!!! (ps: terrible :00)
TIME FLIESSSSSS

why every time when having exam or rushing for assignment,
i have a lot of extra things want to do;
but when sem break, i hardly found a things to do other than surfing internet, watching youtube videos, playing stupid games, etc etc. :((

but seriously i'm so worried about my sem 2 result. :((
amitofo, pass please TT

one and almost half months with my dear dear d :))
I love you. <3

22/11/2013

hi ;))

well,
18 more days to final exam oh nooo :(
i havent started my revision of ALL subjects..
too bad :(
and the worst thing is,
everytime when i want to start study,
my eyes will suddenly felt so tired and wanted to close.
I dont know since when
but i will be forever tired, forever lazy, forever last minute when want to study :((
bad girl :((

hmm..
but why this sem seem past so so so fast?
why i felt like this sem was just started,
then now suddenly tell me final exam is just 2 and half weeks more :00
WHYYY??

hmm..
1 week xP
that stupid came into my life as my dear 1 week  ;))
love at first sight,
i dont really believe in first sight love before,
but you really did it.
well, again you are the first.
i know it is too risky to fall into someone in just two weeks time,
but i trust him, with no reason.

baby, thanks for everything <3

ps: hmm ya, should force him teaches me English and presentation skill someday xP
yayy, FREE tutor xP

13/11/2013

hmm,
today is a great day although im so tired now and whole day im so sleepy
and i dont know why am i so sleepy TT

well, it is a good chance to know more about him.
although it was so awkward at the beginning,
and i do not know what to start and how to break the ice there.

im so nervous and a little afraid before seeing him,
and my friends made me felt even more nervous when he say he was coming!!
hahaxx

he is a person who very good in observing people and understanding what they want.
hmm ya, marketing. ;)
he explain to me how to maintain and build relationship with friends by using marketing concept.. hahaxx
you see how expert he is. xD

i hope he enjoy the day and didn get scared by those question ask by zyien ><
serious, im so grateful to have a friend like this for caring me so much and want to protect me like im her daughter :33
some of the question she asked today i got a little shocked and his answer.. hmm hahaxx  xP

i dont know whether he just simply say out the answer or he really think like that.
10 years, possible? ;)
and the 'interview' today really sounds a little formal and is like my mom is interviewing the guy, asking about his background, family structure,and even income :0000
i really hope he dont mind.. ;))
by the way, Zyien i know you love me.. hehe :333

as she said, will language become the problem for our communication?
well, the banana said no. ;)

11/11/2013

The past always hurts. That's why it is the past.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

While today is a gift, that's why it's called the "Present".

Hi all, welcome to my NEW blog!!
Yea, as he said, today is a gift, and that's why it's called the 'present' ;)
no one knows what will happened in the future,
and what we can do is cherish to what we have now.
For me, he is like a gift.
Thanks for bringing me so much of happiness and love. ;)
and i wish,
he is the right one.

Today onwards,
i promise i will let go the past,
made it as a history and wouldn't be as important as before anymore.
im sure that this is the best way to forgive myself and also 'those' people.

well, although today is 11/11 ;))
But, Happy 1 year anniversary to Zyien&keh how and 3 years anniversary to yee jiat&guang ying yo!!
stay sweet and im looking forward to you all de wedding dinner!! hehe xP