1/9/2014

CISA PD Trip

Hello September :D

wanted to write about 30-hours famine camp but I'm so lazy that time, then i lost the mood of wanting to write about it already :P

Just came back from our 2d1n CISA Port Dickson trip yesterday :P

The trip was really fun although I am suffering quite serious sunburn now. this was my first time suffering sunburn tho. also, this was the first time i went a trip with number of guys more than girls. -.-

although there are almost half of us are from CHKL, the trip really bond us a lot. Everyone are so friendly and caring, thanks to team elite girls and every guys that take care us. they done a lot of preparation for our dinner and breakfast while we are slacking there only.

while playing truth or dare with them, i'm being challenge to switch off the TV when those guys are watching a football match. LOL i'm so sorry about that. luckily there is no goal at that time, or else I will end up being thrown to the sea by them. :o

looking forward to our next activity with them. thank you for giving these me precious memories in my uni life. :D love you guys. :P

ps: thanks victor for helping us to take so much high quality photos :3

with my girls :D

with my girls + team elite leng lui :3

一群photoboom的人 :P

24/5/2014

has been a long while didn't update my blog.
Hi there, i'm back. :)

too many things happened in these three months,
and i'm still learning to face all these.

everything about him will still affecting my mood, very easily.
yes, i still love him.
i will let go, but i won't forget.
he is still the one that very important to me.
physically, he is with me for only 3 month.
but in my heart, he will stay there forever.
i choose not to forget this person,
because he really meant a lot to me.
no matter he will come back to me or not,
i will still reserve a place for him.

Thanks for everything you gave.
i still love you,
no matter what had happened now, no matter how you treated me. :')

but, yea, i have to move on.
and i will start with finding myself back.
in these three months,
i lost my confidence, lost my pride, lost myself.
i cried, i yelled, i spammed a lot of things to him, like a crazy woman.

i have to find myself back.
find back my smile, my life. :)

Stay strong, and move on. Agnes. :)

21/2/2013

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's all right i because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but i don't wanna ever leave

I gave you everything,

and I just wish you would never leave me.

I know it sounds silly and I don't know what I will get in the end,

but I just want to let you know, I love you.

8/1/2014

Hey, first post of 2014 xD

Seriously, i miss him so damn much these few days.

i don't know why,
i felt something that is not so good will or has happened.
i keep thinking a lot a lot of things in my mind these two or three days night,
when he is not with me.

even me myself, is not clear about what im thinking now.
im afraid, im really afraid of losing him.

he is so busy these few days,
but im too free in these few days.
too much free time made me think a lot a lot and maybe too much.

never felt so afraid of losing someone before.
yea, he is the first and i hope is the only one.
these two months, we quarrel, and we broke up many times.
but at last, we get back together :)
because i know i dont want to, and i cant lose him anymore.
im sure, i treasure him, treasure our relationship so much.

i treasure every moment with him.
he made me smile, made me laugh, from deep inside my heart.
it had been long time,  i didn laugh, i mean laugh 'truly'.
and now, i just want to stick with him as much as i can.

i still remember he hold my hand the first time, when he fetch me back that day,
im so damn nervous and shy and awkward maybe. ><
but now, i forget since when, automatically i will hold his hand when we are walking together, and when he is talking to me.
secure maybe. i felt secure when holding his hand,
like a kid holding daddy's hand.
and it made me feel like we both belongs to each other.

hmm, ya.
He is now so so important to me.

My teeth :3
the only photo that i showed my teeth and i like it xD
He forced me to smile like this ><
 well, He is Hubert, my dearest babyy :)